I hold back my thousand thoughts
I hold back my thousand dreams
Each passing day is getting so though
And each night so perturbing
Still, I hold back my longing
As the sun melts in sky
And the day bids good bye
The monotonous life culminates
A contemplative night originates
There is a war within my mind
Thoughts, arguments and view point
Two sides pushing each behind
Barriers of life on one side
Dreams and desires on another side.
There is a life on another side
Where the days are beautiful
And nights so calm
There is nothing holding back there
And life has a charm.
It takes a leap of thousand thoughts to recast a life
Many paradigm of loss to understand the life
And cross winds of resistance and rains of dismay.
But, after the rough winds, the dark cloud and rains
The sky so clear and the beautiful sun
Life of another side delighting and content.